Wednesday, June 30, 2010 . 3:21 AM
parent starts forbid me attending ACTIVITY...parent starts to keep murmuring at me...
meanwhile...
everyone would start asking me 'why'...
I DUNNO wat should i answer them...
i'm scared of their dissastified faces...
有句名言说过：不要成为他人意见的足球。。。
i've tried...i've tried...
bt it seems to be counted as failed...
erm...
can anyone tel me wat is tis words really meaned??
i knw tat...
i'm nt caring my own health is my fault...
bt i hv tried...
nt bcoz i dun care! i'm n i hv trying hard to protect it!!
who likes to suffer such tat PAIN??!!!
ok...parent keep scoldiing at me...
i've no words to say...
bcoz i really trying hard...
they r start forbid me doin tis n tat nw....
its annoying...
they r keep thnking tat i'm too stressful...
here,I gonna sppech out my words tat i wish i hv chance to tell them :
'did u knw wat i really want???
mayb u wil thnk tat i'm stressful...
bt i thnk tat i found my joyful in all tis heavy stuffs...
so many things i hv learnt since i receive tis job....
n...for me...
tis is the way i thnk i could find myself...'
DESPERATING FREEDOM....
its my fault tat i dun appreciate the chance u gv me bfore...
sorry...
CAN I HV ANOTHER CHANCE????
Monday, June 28, 2010 . 4:48 AM
^V^... life..LIFE...life....
L=L.I.V.E
L.I.F.E
L.A.U.G.H
so~take it easy! babe~ xD
Friday, June 25, 2010 . 8:48 AM
IVONNNNnnnn!!!hahahasss
sorry for my wrong caption for the word of P.L.A.Y.G.U.R.L...
seems tat i hv cemuh ur gud name ler..T~T
sorry....
U r cute in tis pic..
looks nice de lorhx...
ok...
tis is nt the actual purpose of writing tis pose^^
U R MY GUD FRENS as well!!!
LUV U~!! ^V^
kinda mad n enjoy while being wif u...
hahass..
although u r so noisy n sampat...
bt I LIKE! :D
we owaz sampat 2gether during tuition...
telling the truth, i so enjoy while ttn wif u...
we owaz share our fun thngs in our respective skul...
i thnk its a gud times i like the most..^^
bt...
i sorry tat i owaz skip the class...
owaz abandon u in ttn class...
is my fault...
i'm guilty actually....
yet u dun blame n complain anythngs....
TQ!!!!
^^
erm...
although i'm nt owaz wif u...
even dun accompany u ttn in many subjects (my FAULT too!)
bt i enjoy every times wif u...
i luv to b wif u!!! ^V^
promise tat! one day i would go out wif u de! for sure!
i will try out any gud chance...
(wat u r desperated bfore..^^)
all of tis is the words frm my true heart..
I LUV U~! ^0^..
PROMISE each other!
FRENSHIP FOREVER ya!!! ^^
Thursday, June 24, 2010 . 3:52 AM
erm...THANKS yuetong^^..tq....
给悦彤的一封信：
感激。。。你还会对他们对我的态度感到打抱不平。。。
感激。。。你还会像要为我出口气。。。
感激。。。你还会为我感到生气。。。
感激。。。你让我勇敢地说出心中的不满。。(至少让我透过气来了^^finally~!!)
感激。。。你对我的一切关怀。。。
说实话。。。
跟你在一起。。。
是让我感到不需要有顾忌的时刻。。。
因为你什么都会告诉我。。。
哈哈。。。
让我更加放松。。。
更加不需要在意那么多。。。
(happy?) xD jokin~jokin~
谢你对我的遭遇有感到打抱不平。。。^^
再次。。。我只有一个要求。。。
在会议里。。。
如果。。。如果啦！！
有不好预兆的话。。。
不要帮我。。。（我担心 xD）
我真的不需要。。。
要知道。。。
好人不易做。。。
我不想他人对你会有不好映像（有时候坐静静不是件坏事^^)
某某人比我更需要你的出面^^。。。
也许事情也不会那么的严重。。。
也许他们也会只是说说算了。。。
凡是也得往好方面想嘛！！^^
身为负责人。。。
多多少少都会有压力。。。
会内疚。。。
会有不适的感觉。。。
对此事，
我真得不知所措。。。
只懂得回避。。。
虽然知道自己不可以那么做。。。
呃。。
谢谢你。。。
让我意味到。。。
朋友之间的不分你我。。。
（当然还有其他人^^)
让我有勇气把事情说出来。。。
*每当提起这件事，
人家都会问，什么事情？？
我回答不到他们。。。
谢谢你。。。
至少。。。
还让我知道。。。
有人还站在我旁边的。。。
I 'luck' u...mummy~hahass^^
谢！！！^^
FROM:=.=...
*给全部的你们。。。
只因为我的疏忽，害了你们全部。。。
害得你们得掏出钱包。。。
是我的错。。。不好意思。。。不好意思。。。
再此，
给你们鞠个躬。。。
抱歉。。。
害得你们对我失去信心。。。
不好意思。。。
我会尝试。。。
我会再次努力。。。
让你们相信我。。。
我会再检点自己。。。
以免不会再有这种事发生。。。
人，的性格多样化。。。
我们无法要求每个人的性格都随和你。。。
我们无法怪他人的不好。。。
惟有的只有尝试去迁就他人。。。
惟有的是做好自己的本分。。。
不批评他人的不好。。。
尝试以他人不好的行为来检讨自己。。。视为忠告。。。
凡事。。。
做好自己的本分就好。。。
他人对你的不公，
视为人世间一般问题就好。。。
笑一笑，
一切就会成为过去了。。。
事情已无法回头。。。
唯能做的。。。
就是勇敢地去面对，解决该问题。。。
给我一些时间。。。
我会再站起来的。。。
愿望：证明给胆小的你们看！我比你们强！！！
虽然。。。只能欲望。。。哈！！！
B OPTIMIST!!! :DDDDDD
ya allah~
Wednesday, June 23, 2010 . 5:11 AM
yay! had a unintentionnally penang trip!!! xD*tis is the pic took at 孙中山纪念会馆。。。jz passed by..
n..we muka tebal enough...walked in n take sum photos there xD
shoppin~
bird!!!!
decorating the tree..xD
same pose as the 'diao xiang'
actually...the purpose of visit penang is seeking for delicious FOOD~=.=
normal cuisine...hv been cheated by its name=.=
big PRAWN! woOTs!! O.O
many food leh..^^
busy trying tis n tat...
Sunday, June 20, 2010 . 7:34 AM
*my camping post is at below tis post!!!n i thnk tis post is vital for me!!
vital in my life i thnk!!!!
lets see my HAIR!!!!
ok..i was having a haircut at XXX..my sis passed by there unintentionnally...
thn i asked for her permissio to go having a haircut...(at another side of the small town..ITS
FAR..REALLY!!!)
thn i straightly walk to the shop..almost used up 15mins...
long+far=.=tired u knw!!! bt its not a matter for me_KRS CMT_
woOTs!!! @.@
while cutting my hair.....
i accidentally fall asleep =.=lll..
n thn...
my hair bcum tis ler...
ya!! its a BOY-CUT!!!!
tis is the consequence of sleeping while trimming hair!!!!
T~T...
tat barber actually is designing a modern hair for me--one side is long side burns n
another side is short side burns..
she cut it while i'm mengantuk...=.=zzzz
so PAISEH!!!!
n its unacceptable in our stupid skul!!
so..i asked her trim it for me again..
she is so 'gang ga' tat time..n me oso..=.=
thn..tis is the result..look-like-boy hairdo...
so paiseh wif her..n as well as tat barber....cz cut my hair til so short n without my permission..
while paying money..she smile shamely at me..n as well as my action tat time...
aduh~MALUNYA~~~!!!!
til thn..i walk out frm the shop..
meet my sis...
n i jz remind tat...
i hv made my sis wait over a long PERIOD!!!
my sis so nervous n having a sigh of relieve...
why?
cz she had found me for a long time!!!
she walk through every hair saloon n couldnt find me!!!
its my fault too...
cz i din tell her which shop i would go..
n..
i'm stupid enough...
walk till so far...
fortunately she din scold me..
jz thnk i'm so 'STRAIGHT'!!!!
paiseh again...
she walk to so many saloon for several times..(repetedly)
until the ppl inside keep watching on her..=.='''''
its a BIG CRISIS!!! tat i would nvr..NVR..nvr forget de..SHAMEFUL!!! T~T
family keep laughing me nw..
meanwhile..my sis keep touching my hair..smile n me..
n said "u r so cute" for everyday=.=
no idea wif tat.....
jz knw tat..i look like our krs F1 member..(yellow house de,tat boyT.T)
huh....WAT SHOULD I DO WIF MY HAIR...my SIDE BURNS!!!! (its quite long de before..)T~T
no idea...sigh~~~
haizzzz...
jz thnk tat its bringing joyful to frens surrounded cn ler...
*frens keep laughing n touchin my hair...=.=
kinda hate lor actually...
I JZ WANNA HAVING A NORMAL daylife la!!stop laughing!!
hahazz~bt i thnk tat's quite funny too...
my stupid ACTION!!! xD
Saturday, June 19, 2010 . 8:38 PM
updated my blog againnn!!!its a long post!!
GEEZZ.... :D
join 3camps in tis two week...
bit tired..bt its fulfilled!!!
lovin it!!!
7-14th...
i join YES CAMP!!!
ok..i knw ppl would think tat the name is weird..
yes...tis is the club i joined n its called as YES CLUB...
meaning ma...jz wanna youth do everything they could!!!
n get everything they wanted...without any limited lo!!!
突破自我啊！！！..
I LOVE IT..I LOVE IT...
location: PENANG TM RESORT...(near beach,so relaxing ~v~)
again..i knw many more frens there.. :D
who were coming from different states..
like..KEDAH..PENANG..as well as KLANG...thn JOHOR de oso!!!
so high...
every night would hv party...
woohoo!!!!
every keep watching juan juan(a sexy but quite "fit" de woman)
dancing...
lol!!! sexy babe~!!
she soooo BRAVE!!!
everyday wear singlet n short pans!!!
even on the GALA DINNER event( last night stayed there..having a party)
she wear her gowns!!露背的！！！！
plus. she is the one who brave enough
to wear bikini n thn dive into swimming pool swim wif all KIDs!!
repeat..is KIDS!!!!
haiz...she is brave...we hv no chance to laugh at her...
i thnk tis is a gud attitude!!!
during last nite..many ppl been thrown into swimming pool!!
WOOTS!!!
fortunately i stay at beach at tat time...phew~xD
meanwhile..a group of ppl is telling ghost story at beach!!
lol !!! kinda scary!!!!
n the story telling guy is K-ON! fans!!! kinda...cold dao....hahass
during tat midnight..i jz bek to my room on 3.30...
keep walking here n there..sumtimes sit n talk wif teacher..
n sumtimes go another side sit, chat, n play poker wif KEDAH frens...
hahss...
n thx jiaqi....cz we r the two who owaz blowing whistle to tat sexy woman~
hahasss..(ok,the sexy woman is so high de lo..)
ITS QUITE FUN!!! I LOVE IT forever~~!!!!
YES!!!!! i promise to teacher...i would brought it out to my frens d!!!!
NEXT~KRS annual camp...
geEZ...
1st..i make lost KRS camera...=.=
its my fault..cz i din lock the skul door...
its my fault..cz allow chin kaie to put it in the cupboard...
ok..its over...jz fully thnking of the solution...
another fault i hv done during camp preparation...
ITS a SHAMEFUL thngs again!!!
story start..
i intend to find F1 n collect our gulrs delicious bread...
my spec was moistened ad so i din wear my spec at tat time..
i quite nervous tat time...
cz scared would tersalah kenal ppl..
n tat time was rainning...
jz realised my spec was in classroom after i stepping up to the hall..
thn..
luan luan lai lo...
cz i cant see anythng clearly!!!
there is a group of ppl sit outside the hall..
i thnk tat is our KRS member!!
thn...
i called thm out..(quite fierce de tat time)
gonna scold them too...
as i ask them to take their 'bread' out..
they watch at me quriously....
thn...
soo ann approach me...
n ask me: any problem here?
@.@ (B.L.A.N.K)
i asked her again: tis is PBSM member?
she said:yes...any pro?
i reply: sorry...tersalah kenal....
OMG!!! MALUNYA!!!!
tat F1 keep laughing at ME!!!
lol!!!!
immediately.i rushed to lower meet our boys cmt...
thn...cb brought me go meet our F1 lo...
S.O.B T~T...my 1st time...
erm..during camp..
many thngs learnt frm there....
i'm holding FA pose...
rescue n help sOOOOOO many ppl leh!! :DDDDDD
sastified!!!
thn...
jz hv around 3hours 30mins nap during tis two nights!!
1st time..
so geng ya!!
hahass
i hv punished one of the group FA kits incharged ppl..
bt i thnk he stil hvn 'wake up' yet..
stil dun realise the importance of the FA kit..huh~
WAKE UP LER MY DEAR F1 n F2!!!
i oso hv meet the f2 boy...
walk out frm toilet without his pans..
tat means jz UNDERWEAR...
woohoo~~~!!!
=.=...disgusting lo actually~~~
so many ppl faint tis time de camp...
they look so suffering...
i knw...i realised...
bt they r camper..they should oso hv to responsible to their pose!!!
ok...our CMT oso hv been punished badly....
especially during sub camp period...
i'm GUILTY...i'm kinda HURTED tat time..
cz i'm going replace soo hui duty at anjung...
ITS MY FAULT!!
I SHOULD NT DUTY AT ANJUNG!!
instead!! i mz stay wif all cmt n being punished by director wif them...
I"M GUILTY!!!
thx soo hui tat time..
thx for her accompany....
i knw tat my attitude is quite bad wif her tat time..
(jz ignore wat she said,n keep wanna rushing to the campside-whre cmt been punished)
i'm sorry....
thx for ur console....
n sorry tat..
i cant control myself tat time...
i'm SORRY!!!!
huh~
sad scene....
ok..although we failed to grab the best overall during CAMPFIRE..
although the camper is so kiampak(fall asleep) during campfire...
although we hv try our best to do the best during campfire...
although tis is the 1st time suffering saor throat after campfire..(try our best ler ma)
WE STIL HV 10/11ANNUAL THE BEST OVERALL!!
hooray!!!!!!
CONGRATzzz OF IT!!!!!
yay!!! happy..HAPPY..happy~~~~^V^
many 1st time i hv tried during tis camp...
many 1st time i hv learnt during tis camp...
many 1st time i hv realised during tis camp...
bsides..its let me knw the importance of frenship...
its let me knw the importance of teamwork...
its let me knw the importance of donot gv up easily...
its let me knw the importance of responsibility...(main point i hv learnt)
thx u all cmt...thx u all....^V^ i luv u all....
lastly..PRS camp...
ok..
i admit tat i'm kinda lazy to join tis camp....
bt...
i never regret to join tis CAMP!!!
its so high!!!
all frens so cute d!!!!
lol~!!
although i'm nt so active..
bt they r stil remember me...
they r stil caring me...
so TOUCHING~~T~T
especially the words frm BYX...
she said: lol~ why u cum bek earlier??!!sad...
dun cum bek earlier again ler 2molo!!!
i wanna take ur photo a!!!
wow~hahass...
through tis words...
i jz realise my fault tat i hv done bfore...
_abandon my cute PRS_
bt its too late i thnk...
they bcum cmt ler...
bt i would keep joining their act n gv them support de!!
^V^
add oil all CMT!!!
u all r so cute n SAMPAT!!!
I LUV U ALL!!muackss!!! xD
tat's wat i hv done in tis two-week-holiday..
i luv it^V^
Friday, June 4, 2010 . 7:28 AM
wat u hv done 4 me...I still remember...
Its clear...n its hurt...
Its full of jealousy,hate n so on....
I admit tat i hv rubbed off all of it frm my memory...
I hv forgave u...
bt wat u hv done for me on 2day...4/6/10
it's make me recall all the bad n unhappy scene!!!
is u!! I hv lost my frens!
is u!! direct them to do all the bad things!
is u!! make themlose heart in studying!
is u!! is u!! is u ruin their life!!!
although some of them regret all the things they hv done
n also alpologise for me....
bt there is no use...
they hv lost their gud chance to enroll 2 a better secondary skul..
u even boycott those who did tat for us!!!
wat u humankind u r??!!
u r such an evil!!!
2day u still command me do tis n tat!!
SHTI!!!
I will show u I'm nt the LOSER!!!
I'll show u tat u will regret all the things u hv done!!
I hv no regret of my choice in tat year...
