Wednesday, June 30, 2010 . 3:21 AM
parent starts forbid me attending ACTIVITY...parent starts to keep murmuring at me...
meanwhile...
everyone would start asking me 'why'...
I DUNNO wat should i answer them...
i'm scared of their dissastified faces...
有句名言说过：不要成为他人意见的足球。。。
i've tried...i've tried...
bt it seems to be counted as failed...
erm...
can anyone tel me wat is tis words really meaned??
i knw tat...
i'm nt caring my own health is my fault...
bt i hv tried...
nt bcoz i dun care! i'm n i hv trying hard to protect it!!
who likes to suffer such tat PAIN??!!!
ok...parent keep scoldiing at me...
i've no words to say...
bcoz i really trying hard...
they r start forbid me doin tis n tat nw....
its annoying...
they r keep thnking tat i'm too stressful...
here,I gonna sppech out my words tat i wish i hv chance to tell them :
'did u knw wat i really want???
mayb u wil thnk tat i'm stressful...
bt i thnk tat i found my joyful in all tis heavy stuffs...
so many things i hv learnt since i receive tis job....
n...for me...
tis is the way i thnk i could find myself...'
DESPERATING FREEDOM....
its my fault tat i dun appreciate the chance u gv me bfore...
sorry...
CAN I HV ANOTHER CHANCE????
