Thursday, July 22, 2010 . 8:10 AM

there r so many thngs happened recently...

i dunno...hw should i face it....

i'm trying to b stronger...

yet...

sum of them r still trying to 'encourage' me...

kinda hurt...its pain..its tasted bitter...

my results has sloped...

its out of my thought....

jz BLANK...

gotta drop to s5!!! s5!!!!

cn i say no???!!!

arrggghhh!!!

i'm tring hard to understand any topics, any theory!!!

yet...i still cant make it well...

especially ADD MATHS!!

i'm full of confidence tat i cn pass at tis TIME!!!



'its no use to cry over it...
jz...try again..n again.....'
tis is wat i told myself again n again...

i'm trying....to make a chance..to tell mummy...

several days ago..
i noticed tat her hand was bandaging...
it hv been for several days...
n i'm jz ignore tat!!

till thn...
gonna chat wif mummy..
n jz i asked her wats going on wif her hand...

( *i would like to skip tis)
i jz realise tat...
i'm too careless...
mayb its jz a small burn on her hand...
n mayb jz 'pop' up some bubbles...

bt she is ALMOST FAINT at tat time!!!
cz..she has injured her hand's artery....

T~T...its pain...
bt she jz tell me its ok ...
nt so serious as u thnk...
n also gv me some USELESS reason!

i knw tat...
she owaz try to nt disturb me...
she owaz try to encourage me...
she owaz help me do tis n tat...
n even..
she is nt dare to reject all of my requests....

n..
as if i told her my result..
wat respond will she gv me?
wat kind of thnking will she hv?


say truthly..

I AM NO DARE TO FACE IT...

SORRY MUMMY!!! T.T