____~The Day I WAS being HERE~____

Friday, October 29, 2010 . 8:24 AM

There is never a 'fixed' word in life as the times going on..

all u need to do is just to accept it...

i've said...
ppl would change from times to times... =]
just dunno...wat am i struggling for...

tis is the reality tat we all need to face...
n tis is the reality tat would make ppl SUFFER!!

why?!
my brain is full of hows n whys??!!
really!!

I HATE PPL CHANGING!
especially some of you!!!
I HATE!

wat hav i did wrong??!!
n why should tis happen??!!

is tat mean wat u hav promise me is just a lie??
is tat mean wat u hv promised me is just a word which is used to comfort me??!

as u dun hav such ability,
pls! DO NOT promise others sumthng easily!!!

as u dun hav such ability,
pls! DO NOT make ppl trust ON YOU!!!

well...tis is not the 1st time ad...
I will choose to keep smiling away~
I will keep take note ALL of ur stupid actions~
I will step back to my starting point~
n...
I will return it to normal as before~

pls: dun grab my heart agn....
especially...my trustworthy.....

Monday, October 25, 2010 . 5:52 AM

hay HEY hay~~!!

how's THERE???!!! :X

miss u lot.... =(

promise me...CHEER KAY???!!

tis is wat u teach me nt long AGO!!!

all unhappy thngs will becum past tense in our life...

dun try to GIVE URSELF so much stress ya!

n dun keep sobbing at bhind lor...^^

ADD OIL...!!!

giv u a smile... :)

*all will be okay....all will be okay....just believe it....all will be okay...

Sunday, October 24, 2010 . 4:20 AM

这一篇不知所措的你：:)

要学会做三件事！！！

人一辈子有三天，既昨天，今天和明天
昨天与今天之间有扇后门，今天与明天之间有扇前门。。。
这“三天”之中“今天”扮演着最重要的角色。。
过去的事情就让它过去吧，
明天的事情等来了再说吧，
最要紧的事做好今天的事情。

同时，想要过好自己的今天，就要学会做三件事：

第一是要“会关门”。

把通往昨天的后门和通往今天的前门都关紧，
人一下就轻松了 =D

其次是要‘会计算’。

要学会计算幸福。
有的染本子上记录的都是问题和困难，
重来没记录过一丝毫的幸福；
有些人对自己做对的事情一件也没记好，
对自己做错的事情却记得特别牢，徒增了许多烦恼！

再来是要学‘会放弃’，

请牢记：“先捨后得，捨了才会得，捨了一定会得！”

学会说三句话！

第一：算了！
钱包不见，算了！
事情搞砸了，算了！
被人骂了一顿，也算了！

对于既成事实，最好的办法就是接受。。。

第二：不要紧

不管发生什么事情，都要学会说“不要紧”。
医生都要乐观，天塌下来有高个子顶着！

第三：会过去的。
有句熟语说：天中不会是阴的，别忧愁，
一切都会成为过去 =)

学会三乐法！
既助人为乐，知足常乐，自得其乐！

忌三大不要：

不要拿别人的错误来惩罚自己；
不要拿自己的错误来惩罚别人；
也不要拿自己的错误来惩罚自己。。。

事情总不会永远是顺着你的，
那么自己又何尝不把这一切当成是一种考验呢？

就如所说的：

迷的时候，智慧既是烦恼；觉悟的时候，所有的烦恼，都会在一瞬间转换成智慧。。。

自所以转换成智慧，是因为你找到了解决方案，你学会了如何妥善的处理掉自己的烦恼。。！

“事情中不会顺着你”
大家都了解这简单的一句话，
那么又有几个人是能乐观地去面对自己的烦恼的呢？
要懂得，要清楚知道。。。
再痛苦，再多不愿意，事情中要面对。。。
那，我们又是否应该改变自己的想法，再有效的把事情解决呢？

事情总不会顺着你来，
既然知道了这就是事实，
偶尔给予自己小小的称赞，
偶尔给予自己小小的奖励，
偶尔在给予自己小小的祝福。。
也不是一件坏事。。。:)

自己。。。上

Tuesday, October 19, 2010 . 5:20 AM

T.U.R.N T.O B.A.C.K

" Daughter: Mum...my results are bad... totally like a messy!!!
well, i would drop class on next year....

Mum: (smile) aih~ its ok...just move on....dun giv urself too much stress...
more important is dun be too overload ya...maybe...
u would get improve much more in another class ???

Daughter: erm..ya..i knw le.. :) "

all of these are starting with a simple conversation btw a girl wif her mom...

even though her result is not such excellent as the others....(before)

but, for her,its kinda acceptable ad...

as the years goes on....

her result is getting worse....

n till tis time....there is a lot of 'F' words in her book record....

all of her frens are taken a shock as they knw her results....

even will replied her curiously: " huh??!!"

however....she is trying to feedback them with a broad smile...
:)

she is dare not to complain....

she is dare not to tell everyone...

she is dare not to beg for any higher mark as it is above 60....
she will just accept it..n keep it in her desk....

she is dare not to cry out...
(though she is weak enuf in controlling her emotion!)

she is dare not to blame

she is dare not to have any request as well!

as she know..she has studied hard until mess up her daily normal schedule....

as she know..even exam is around the corner...she still thnking tat she is smart enuf...
kept hanging out wif her frens as well as did performance together wif them!

as she know...she is not use her time wisely...

as she know...at least..she had tried her best to understand all of the principle

as she know...she had tortured herself over a month ad!

as she know...she had tried out her best foot forward...

since before..her mom is so care for her school results...

even sometime..she has get a high marks, her mom is still asking for her:

" why ur mark so low??"

but now...her mom kind enuf...

even giv sum advices to encourage her??

she is scared.....

she is guilty...

as she has promised to herself before...

she is gonna get a much much improve in F4 !!!

but, all of these are totally inverse!!!

for her,

frens are being taken a shock by her is not a strange scene anymore....

she is acceptable...

she has faced it bravely...

she has did a gud job as well...

she is able to cope it as well!

here..I would like to leave some words for her..

" no matter how many u hav dropped....
no matter what is the results....
just accept it happily....as u hv tried out ur best...u hav tried it hardly...
at least..u r never think to gv up!!!
as they say: when there is a will, there is a way~"
there is still lots of chance....all u need to do is try to grab all the golden chance
to do ur revision!
F4 life is much more different thn b4, as ur sister said..ALL YOU NEED IS TIME!"

korewa~~GAMBATEH KUDASAI ya!

girl: " yakata~'' xPPP (hehehehehhe)

Sunday, October 17, 2010 . 4:44 AM

15.10.10....
(i knw its a bit late ad..==)
hang out wif 3A1 CUTEST+SAMPAT frens!!!
bahahah...
they decided to go watch CHILDEYE~~~
(alamak! its a ghost MOVIE!! T^T)

b4 tat...we joy n did sum fool+stupid thngs around there!!! :D
lets show some photos here..oh no, is ALL of the PHOTOs .. xD

ya..it looks scary...but its actually nothng frightened wan...jz the SOUND EFFECT terrify YOU!!!
hnmp! i wont defeat by YOU(sound effect)!!! O.O
haiz...really..no image ad actually T^T

O.O...arrggghhh!!!! gotta watch GHOST MOVIE~~~~

sum of the editted pic..^^

one word to describe..HIAO SI!!!

==....

had a bad dream at here...

due to the too-high-condition....

i straightly walked in the shop n gotta took one of the DVD out to take a photo...

who knw...the ALARM rang!! woOTs!!! totally embarassing!!! T^T

well~i'm so gud geh^^

i stoodstill at there , looking for the worker cum..n apologised to her..T^T

b4 tat...had our lunch at MacD..!!! :D woOts!!!

desperate for it for a long time ad!! :D
*BEH YING XUAN...u r so noisy at tat time u knw??!! huiyo!! xDDD jokin jokin ..xp

HIAO SI!!

ouch! ouch! wat happened??!!!

hehe~ started fooling around there!! :DDDD

I was trying to disturb,no, is menggoda our respected ochestra president while she was busy!!!
bahahah

Oops!! my MICKEY + LITTLE ANT!! ^^ ( she was trying to steal others frenchfries~~)

=.=...

menggoda another ppl agn!! woohoo!!!

bahahahahahahh!!!! be the model of BEH YING XUAN!!!

teach by(pose): G.S.Y

bahahahah!!! everyone was looking at her!! OMG!!!!

we r acting penzee's pose...bahahah!!!

well...penzee..u r still the expert+profession in acting tis wink...

we LOSE ad!!!!

paiseh paiseh!! i bought jussine's present at tat time!! ^^''

by thn...=.= posing n taking a photo ...

agn...worker inside the shop oso attracted by us...

SHE IS LOOKING AT US!!!

due to some technical problem: fail to take a wonderful pic at the escalator...

they straightly make an U-turn ,stepping down jz bcoz of wanna take a new pic ..=.=

so......???!!we wait n wait.....

ar ha!!! they reached ad!!!with a hiao pose..=.=

er herm..dun misunderstanding....

tis is the pic took at another toilet..=.=

totally, we hv headed about 3 different toilets at there!!!=.=

Oops! i found sumthng interesting!! n started taking a photo agn.. :D

well...

though we've been laugh for our sampat action by others at there...

we are so enjoy n laugh non-stop as well!! :D

though its was tiring(in the cinema) but its enjoyable~

its memorable~ :D

we've busy for our own tasks for a long time until no time to chat wif EACH OTHER!!

n..tis is the golden time for us to gather !! :D

i DID appreciate IT ya!! ^^

thx EVERYONE!! its SWEET n HAPPY,so RELAX as well!! ^^

however...

its over....

everythng return to normal agn....

we gotta busy ownself 's thngs agn....

here, i WISH ALL OF YOU...especially CHOO PeI SZE...

GAMBATEH KUDASAI !!

n DO THE BEST for THE BEST!!!

jz enjoy every moment we hav had n

do REMEMBER ,dun be affected by others

bad sight or bad words ya!!!

HIAO LA ALL OF YOU!!! wOOTs !! xDDDD

Monday, October 11, 2010 . 2:51 AM

" well, you are the only one who can make a

change in ur LIFE...

you are the only one who can change ur own LIFE!"

tis is wat i've written on my fb wallpost.....
n..i've chat lots of thngs wif my sis...

CHIEWYING GOAY: but how many ppl can make it?
( i was taken a shock as i saw such replied...
she nvr showed such pessimistic sentence b4.. O.O)

GOAY SIEW YING:ya..its hard..
its harder thn anythng else...
tat's why....
WE SHOULD WORK HARDER TO GET WAT WE WANT!! :D
jz try ur best without any guilty...
tat's wat we can do frm now..
WORK HARD TOGETHER SISTA!
n defeat all the challenges!^^
* u should brave n fight for ur own future DIGNITY!...*
support u la..hehexP

CHIEWYING GOAY: i wish to have an ans...
i hav same opinion as u as i was as young as you...
but when you grow up thngs come to different...
u hv to consider lots of thngs ya...

GOAY SIEW YING:hmm..maybe...but my aims right now is
just wanna work harder n get a sastify results in my academy...
next year gotta sit for SPM...n..i still cant handle all the subjects...
I'M WORRYING...gotta drop class on NEXT YEAR..lol~
i choose to ignore as much as possible about other thngs ler...
i dun wanna left any regretation in my secondary skul LIFE..
well, thngs would bcum harder n complicated as our age growing up...
though its kinda screw our head...
but it'll make us to bcum more determined n smart as
we r making a gud decision...so..
its not such tat bad la i thnk..^^
so..b WISE!! still gt lots of time for u to consider
n make a SMARTEST CHOICE!!!
ADD OIL TO YOU too..!!

CHIEWYING GOAY: for sure right now u gotta fight for ur academic..
cant handle is jz a small case..wat u need noe is just TIME i think.
dun press urself too hard..drop just drop, nth to worry about..
maybe its a much better space for you to get improve.no lose=no gain.
at least now u knw ur performance has dropped.
n it is gud for u n rise up ur determination to work harder.
aiya..just do ur part.results of ur hard work is not important..
just be sure wat u're doing now is wat u want n dun regret for it.
just do the thngs u desire if u feel u want to..
or else u will really regret..GAMBATEH!!!

GOAY SIEW YING: ya...!!!^^ THX!! same to you~^^
do appreciate wat we hav had right now!! be self-sastified
is the key to be a CHEERFUL PERSON!! xD

well...maybe...i'm not such experience as YOU....
but..at least i knw wat to do...
n wat should thnk about n wat should not to..
(though sumtimes i'm tOO over thinking)

i realised tat....
u r in a more difficult state compared with me....
but wat to do with tat???
we still can make a change as we work harder thn others isn't it???

it would tasted bitter...
but it's all worth for it as we get the fruits...

maybe...my thinking is too childish for you...
but at least...
i would try for it agn n agn....
its shows tat i've not GAVE UP!!!

u r the one who gotta step-out of the world....
i knw tat u r so reluctantly...
its shows tat u should leave ur bf..too....
its ur 1st time being so much sacrificed ur LOVE for HIM....
i trust tat dad wont such cruel....
force u both separate one.. :)

btw these years..u seems grows up much more thn b4...
i sure tat u'll make a both-well-ended decision too....

n..tis time...I SUPPORT YOU..:D

other thn tat....

i'll try my best in my tasks too...
thx for urs advice...
i'll keep it....
n FIGHT FOR IT as well...

so....will you promise to DO THE SAME FOR UR PROBLEMS too..????
i hope...my little advices would inspire u a lot.. :D

well~I MISS YOU!!!

Tuesday, October 5, 2010 . 12:37 AM

昨天在巴士上，朋友过来问了我一些奇怪的问题~

他的第一句是：你谈过恋爱又或者喜欢过一个人吗？

我笑了一下，想了很久，回他说：没有~

他满脸怀疑，呆了一下，又再问我：真的没经历过爱一个人的感觉？或是对他人有好感的？

再一次，我做鬼脸，问他：怎么了？

他静一下，说：没有。。。

再过一阵子，他又问：给你选择~

如果你曾经是个很幸福很幸福的人，可是会经历很多痛苦

另一个是，

如果你的生活是平平无奇的，也无须经过任何的烦恼，你会选择哪一个？

刚好要到家了，我也只迷迷糊糊地回答他：第一个吧。。。

他笑着说：看来你真的还没经历过任何的感情纠纷。。。

我愣了一下，回了他：蛤？

他解释到：多数谈过恋爱的人都会选择第二个。。。

因为他们体验过了，再也不想与他有任何的纠纷了。。。

人，就是那么的不知足！

回到家，想了想，才发现，自己是在过着第二个的生活。。。

过着不想与任何暧昧感情有所接触的生活。。。O.O...=.=

可是却偏偏去选第一个？？？

__因为，在我犹豫的当儿，第一个让我连想到的，是与朋友，家人那种种多元化的生活。。。

wahahah!!!___

对，我们都在过着幸福的生活，比爱情游戏来得开心的生活！！

其实呢。。。
不管一个人事多么的坚强。。。
每个人的内心都是一样的。。。都是容易受伤害的。。。
只要一不小心吃错了一道菜。。。
他再也不敢，不愿意去品尝那一道菜。。。

除非，他从中找到了他要的东西。。。
除非，他已做好防范。。。。

爱情游戏，不是想象中的好玩
爱情游戏，不是想象中的有趣
爱情游戏，不是想象中的那么浪漫

不是有了男朋友就代表你很有魅力的了
不是有了男朋友就代表你比别人厉害的了
不是有了男朋友就代表你很另类，比别人成熟的了!!

爱情游戏，可要付出很大的代价的。。。
世上没有永远的幸福。。。
一旦你接受了上帝给你的一样东西，
你就必须为此东西付出代价。。。也就是失去或者伤害。。。

说了那么多，
你又是否已为自己做出了明智的选择呢？？

对此，
我选择沉默，我选者去忽略。。。
在这种时候，
我不想再吃错东西了。。。T^T

Monday, October 4, 2010 . 7:13 AM

给家人的一封信：

老姐~
我受够了。。。都过几个月了。。。
我受够了我受够了！！！

家，的意义何在？？？
家，也就是给家人聚在一起休息，共享欢乐的地方！！
并不是给你在那亲亲我我的地方！！
醒了！！懂得内疚就别呆在家做这种事！！
只会呆在女生家的男人，跟吃软饭的家伙有什分别？？
偶尔一两次，那大家都还可闭只眼的。。
你这是越来越过分了！
连小孩都会问：“为什么他一直来我们家？”
我，是永远都不会接受他这虚有其表，只在表面上尽力讨好父母的人的，
就如所说的，
“尊重他人，等于尊重自己”
既然他一开始就不尊重我，那我何必去尊重他呢？？

我晓得，我体会到，
你是感受到我的不满的。。。
你的确有为了这些而偷偷地在背后补偿我。。。
有用么？？
在我心里，你已大大的被扣分了。。。
在我心里，你已是个不再是我认识的陌生人了。。。
你还是省点力气吧。。。
你所做的这一切，间接以来还不是利于己的？？？

呵~还真是可耻。。。。
就像朋友教我的，
我很想问你一句：“在你心里，还有家人吗？”

你要的，我都默默地让给你了。。。
现在，就燃你让回些东西给我，好吗？

要求不多，只希望你能尊重我，
尊重我的存在，好吗？

妈妈~

您的好意，我心领了。。。
您的关怀，我收到了。。。
您的苦心，我感受到了。。。

但我再也不需要这么多的呵护了。。。
我长大了妈咪~

孩子犹如一颗刚播种的种子。。。
在还未发芽以前，负责人无微不至的关照是使他们所需的。。。
当种子要萌芽时，他所需要的不再是营养，而是空间了！
即使你再多么不辞劳苦的为它注入任何营养。。。
对它来说，那也只不过是他所需的一部分。。
反之过多的呵护只会带来危害！！！

妈咪，您是不需要再那么辛苦的了。。。
是时候放松您的双手，好让我机会学习飞翔了~

我长大了，做任何事情，自己会有分寸的了。。
毋须时时监视着我了。。。。
尤其是考试期间。。。。

无论如何。
还是谢谢您陪我熬夜。。。
还是谢谢您的训导。。。
还是谢谢您的笑话。。。
还是谢谢您的顽固。。。

这一次的考试期间，
真的很另类。。:)

唉~事情及时才能告一个段落呢？？！！
噢！让咱们一起关眼睛！

那不就看不到任何东西咯！？？！！
哇哈哈哈 xD